Sick and tired

I'm sick and tired!
Sick and tired of arranging parties, get togethers and what not.
Why?
Let's just say that the ratio of time I've arranged something and the times I've been invited to someone elses event don't really go hand in hand.

I don't mind throwing a party. I don't mind spending a few bucks, because in my naive way of thinking, I think that someone will do the same in return next time.
Well, that next time never comes.
What does come (and actually did the other day) is the question when I'm going to throw another party?
Just as a goof, I tried to reverse it and ask when they where going to throw a party, but that seemed almost unheard of.

Stop whining. If you don't want this problem, don't arrange any other events, you say?
Well guess, what? I enjoy having fun with my friends.
But from now on, I'm just going to backseat ride it like the rest. Just sit back and let someone else do shit. Let someone else take charge. I really don't care.
I have 3 goals this year and being an event/party-planner isn't near that list, so I can well do without it.
Fuck this shit, I'm out!